Its Gonna Be Ok!

I never met anyone who cried out to God to bring death upon them until today. I was at the doctors office when all of a sudden I heard someone cry out  " God! Why me? Why do you have me in all this pain? Im not worth it! Please let me die!" Then i remembered…

A few years ago, I hated life…disappointed to wake up…so unappreciative of the ability to inhale and exhale. A waste of God's breath. I hated myself and If I were to rate my self-esteem, it would in the negative. Instead of changing my atmosphere, I let it change me. I was a complete mess I tell ya! I felt as if I had no purpose. I prayed day and night for God to take my life. But he didn't! To make a long story short, I had to learn to love myself and not let my issues dictate how i feel about my life. I forced myself into speaking positive things. It took me a while to love myself and realize that I was loved and here for a purpose.  

While the woman cried out , the doctor called me in the office so we could encourage and pray for her. Then I realized that this was my opportunity to turn what was my mess into a message. I had to go through what I went through to be an inspiration to someone. Ha Ha love it!

Awesomtacity: Life is filled with ups and downs. We need to find the awesomeness in our worse situations. Joy is a choice! We are all here for a specific purpose therefore we should never feel as if we have no worth. Speak life. Its gonna be OK!
Here's a song i wrote. Enjoy...